Not long ago, about 4 months ago, my friend introduced his boyfriend to me. It was all perfect back to when they both just started to get to know each other. Being so sweet hearted, I thought they could last much longer than what the reality could take. The fact about any relationship that will not last over a life time and is very constantly unsure (yes, even mine). I know everybody on this planet deserves someone (or two) to accompany them throughout their lives, but it's not the utopian fact that could actually be realised. Accept the truth and carry your very own life on. On and on everyday until you finally know that you're strong on your own foot and not need any dependencies. The storyline of every relationship is very very simple. Up up slow and down. This does not except the one I am talking about.
Do you remember that 4 months ago you introduced him through our group chat? How in love you were when we asked? How he proposed? Do you remember that you actually got the guy who friend zoned you as your boyfriend? That your senpai became your boyfriend? How he'd pick you up everyday for lunch? Artease? meatball? and other street foods? How perfect he is when you described him to me? How you'd blush just because he texted you?
I hope you do.
Do you remember how you always talked about him to me? His plans, his house, his pasts, his love for pets. Do you remember how you remembered every phrase he told you?
Yes, I do, too.
But as time goes by, things you talk about him became less positive. I remember you told me about the fight you guys had and how he apologised. But not for long until you guys fight with no one backing down.
But oh well, something better left where it started because that thing could not get any better any further because things just could not be solved or talked upon.
